Sarv 101

Is having a blog still a thing? I mean do people still read blogs? Oh, also another question: is blog still something for desperate people who have nothing better to do than pretend to write for a fake audience (no offense!) mainly because they have nothing better to do?

Well, if that's still the case, I can definitely benefit from having a blog. I am going through a lot of issues, but one thing that I have learned is that on surface, people go through various problems and tragedies, however, we can help people see they are not alone. Our problems could bind us together. Problems can help us relate to many people. And that is good. I have always thought I was alone, but whenever I talk to someone I see I am shockingly not the only person with issues. My first lesson to anyone would be: never say no one knows what I am going through. People don't know, however, they will try their best to understand you. Don't build walls around yourself!

So first off, I have many problems, I fear a lot. I doubt many things, but I am aware of all that. 

I would introduce myself more through the days, but for now what I would really like to say is that I am a sociology student, I have social anxiety and I am mostly clueless about what to do with my life. 

So as hard as it must be I am willing to change all that. 

I am a straight A student who thinks she is not as good as she should be by now in her major. I don't speak to my professors because, well, hello? Social PHOBIA! But all that is about to change because I want to change things. Sarv is not my real name. Sarv in Persian is a tall and strong tree. You can never see its leaves yellow. It's ever-green. It is also a symbol of freedom. So that's a cool name choice,I know!

What are my first steps? What am I going to do next? That's all gonna come up in another post.
P.S.: that's Picture of the tree i mentioned above